ain't a good day today. i am sad i am depressed i am like EVERYTHING!! FUCK FUCK AND FUCK! sorry. just feel like shouting right now! i cant control my emotion. why? hate to see myself behaving tht way. SORRY. to all my friends;bandmates;girlfriends. i think you all know who you are. its too long for me to name out now(: i spolied all your moods by behaving tht way sometime i really feel like bursting out my tears!but i can't! so sorry! thts the reason why i don't want to hang out with u guys so often now. ):
& at the same time. thanks for tolerating me(: i appreciated wad you guys told me ealier. i'll heed every of ur advices.
this is for someone: although we aint close. you encouraged me; cheer me up. thanks! i can sense tht you are really a true good great friend of mine! & i am sure all your words came truely from ur heart. ((:
meishan; i won;t break my promise. i am strong. yeah. <3 ya.
&; i finally understood the defination of true friends. Every hitch is a stepping stone to success.
