first! i want to thank; Shuting meishan zumei joan alvina lianghao amin huiping rodger (: thanks for everything! i really appreciate wad u all did to me. (: you guys really cheered me up. & i got so HIGH ltr on. ''pole dance''~! <3> now then i got to realised this; wad i really need was friends. yes! friends. friends tht can listen to me and share thoughts with. and i found all these friends in band. they add colours and joy to my life. not only those tht i've written up there. its the whole BB. <3
i wasnt so well in the noon. don't know why. having a some sort battle with my tears. but so sad. i lost in the end. tears just kept rolling down my cheek. tried all my best to brush it off but i cant manage to stop crying. so its still the same. ): sorry. i cannot control myself. i know i cant do tht infront of u all. )': the more i think of it the more i get agitated. i think i am the kind tht cant be stressed. so ya. decided.
thanks hasanah! <3 great great senior of mine!
soon i'll be able to. trust me & i trust myself. <3> rubbish.
