i realized tht i am no longer like wad i used to be. really & seriously. i feel it myself. my friends arnd me said so too. saying tht my face look so gloomy and tired. i agreed with them too. ):
under loads of stress. i think there's no one adding stress to me but its me who's adding it to myself. maybe some do tht indirectly. things just can't be right. why? i tried so hard to cheer myself up. ha but so sad luhs. din manage to do it. on the surface, you see my smiling&joking arnd, but deep down. ha. you know. (:
