i've already think through. i know whats best for me& what is not. yes. i admit i am quite upset now. thanks for doing things tht pissed me off. i am right awake now. do whatever things you want. i'll try all my best not to give any fuck care. once again, i SALUTE you lars. * after blahblahblah~, i want to thanks all my girlfriends. thanks for staying with me & listen to me when i am down with problems. I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!; )