just back home from Hougang mall. kind of feeling- 'sian' now. don't know whats up with me. its an ordinary day today, nothing to get excited/happy about. my life is just simply about; studying.band.doing homework.eat.sleep.hanging out for lunch. && THTS ALL.my way of life sign. *shakehead
sometimes i asked myself; how my life will be like without tht soul's existence. would i be the same or not? :*/
glancing at my phone for nothing. checking whether is there any new msg for me. i do tht VERY often. isn't tht being retarded? yes i supposed. but i just can't help it. i get rather excited when i received a new msg; however, tht excitement wouldn't last. &its only for a few second. and why is it so? uhm. its because; i saw the sender's name. its not the one tht i wanted it to be. this happens frequently. yes its FREQUENTLY.
maybe i shouldnt be thinking of all this lars. thinking too much maybe. concentrate on my studies please!
