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...Lost in beauty

Friday, July 21, 2006


this is a piece of story of a girl:

she;s fortunate. she has a family which can be considered a happy one.
she gets along well with her relatives;cousin. she's on cloud nine whenever she's with them.
she came from a average family & she's the second child.

when she entered secondary one, she gets to know many nice friend.
those friends were always with her when she's down with problems.
she's bless to have them(:
she joined a particular cca grp too. she made loads of friends there.
they went through thick&thin together with her.
her year in secondary one was a pleasant one.

one fine day. she gets to know this particular guy.
her impression for this guy was really bad at first.
however, they began to talk to each other after sometime.
her impression for this guy changed gradually after they got to know each other.
she find him a nice guy.
soon, they fell for each other.

they started their affiliation on 9 of december 2004.
they had wonderful time together.
talk to each other every single day.& she's happy to have him as a bf.
they quarrel & had sad times too.
they were both very stubborn & were bad-tempered.
however,they manage to get back to each other after the quarrels.
she fall hard for this guy. &<3>
they were serious for each other.
however, their affiliation didnt last long.
it ended on 21 feb 2005.
she doesnt know why they broke up.
so, she went to ask tht guy.tht guy told her tht he have no feeling for her anymore.
she cried when she heard this.
she was totally depressed.

from then on, her life was miserable.
she was fucking sad and heartbroken.
the month of febuary was a disaster for her.
it was like as if 500 knife had pierce through her heart.
it was painful.
she was like a living dead human.
noone could understand how she felt.
she was miserable.
&missed him like shit.

her friends around her encourage & cheer her up.
she was lucky to have them by her side.
however it doesnt help much.
it was so unfortunate tht her exam's period fell on the month of feb.
she has got no mood, no nth to study.
everything seems going out of her way & the worse things was tht she didnt do well for her exam.
& again, she was terribly upset of her results.
she set high expectation for herself %2

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