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Sunday, November 05, 2006


maybe to some I am extremely EXTREMELY sensitive.
YES I AM.
even small little things like this matters to me.
maybe i am always the one at fault& u're the one whose always giving in.
there's always something tht make me react this way ya?
theres SURELY something. i am not tht unreasonable to the extent tht when i am unhappy, i attitude.IN FACT, i dont.
i don't treat you by how my mood is like.
yes yes. everything's MY fault..
i shouldn't be SOO SENSITVE.
OH YES, I SHOULD CHANGE.


the word sorry:
sorry

adj 1: keenly sorry or regretful; "felt bad about letting the team down"; "was sorry that she had treated him so badly"; "felt bad about breaking the vase" [syn: bad] 2: feeling or expressing sorrow or pity; "a pitying observer threw his coat around her shoulders"; "let him perish without a pitying thought of ours wasted upon him"- Thomas De Quincey [syn: pitying, sorry for(p)] 3: having regret or sorrow or a sense of loss over something done or undone; "felt regretful over his vanished youth"; "regretful over mistakes she had made" [syn: regretful] [ant: unregretful] 4: feeling or expressing pain or sorrow for sins or offenses [syn: contrite, remorseful, rueful, ruthful] 5: bad; unfortunate; "my finances were in a deplorable state"; "a lamentable decision"; "her clothes were in sad shape"; "a sorry state of affairs" [syn: deplorable, distressing, lamentable, pitiful, sad] 6: depressing in character or appearance; "drove through dingy streets"; "the dismal prison twilight"- Charles Dickens; "drab old buildings"; "a dreary mining town"; "gloomy tenements"; "sorry routine that follows on the heels of death"- B.A.Williams [syn: dingy, dismal, drab, drear, dreary, gloomy] 7: without merit; "a sorry horse"; "a sorry excuse"; "a lazy no-count, good-for-nothing goldbrick"; "the car was a no-good piece of junk" [syn: good-for-nothing, good-for-naught, meritless, no-account, no-count, no-good]

yes this is the exact meaning.
some people say for the sake of saying.
the word sorry doesn't comes from them; their heart.
say because they need to?
or sincere?
haha.
according to eustace he said:
he's sorry is always sincere one.
LOL.
i dont mean anything here.
SORRY to me dont make any different.
it's always the thoughts tht count.
i dont need sorry..
i only need some understanding.

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