phobia,scared,frightened,fear. my emotion&attitude had taken over me. i dont know how to face all these problems anymore. things is different from what it was last time. every outing now bound to be something unhappy happening. last time i would be excited&happy if there were to be any outing. now, i'll start worrying. worry about what will happen if we were to quarrel or stuff like that. thats really how i feel. i love you so much& i really dont know what to do. it's always my fault. yup.. bye//
